I’ve never been in love before and I don’t like it. I’m not even sure I’ve ever came close.
That is the problem isn’t it. Being in love with someone who isn’t in love with you, can’t love you, or won’t love you.
A former friend once shared some advice from her mother with me: “Be with the one who loves you, not the one you love.”
Haven’t quite figured that out yet.
I hope you find that. I haven’t had much luck with it, but for the time I had it, it was the best thing ever. Can’t really be described, because it’s different for everyone, except that it’s mostly good. If only I could experience that feeling right now…