Why do I keep referring to this gentleman as “my man that’s not my man”?🤣

Today as a whole was just upsetting as fuck

I use music as an outlet. It’s not law, it’s not life, and it ain’t got shit to do with my relationship with God.

On some real shit I don’t like when people insert their religious beliefs as to why you can’t rock with someone’s artistry. And I’m saying that as a Christian. Everything unfamiliar doesn’t equate to demonic.

Am I an awkward blundering idiot? Yes I am.

I had a first date last night, and I was so nervous that I wasn’t myself for 75% of the date. I hope I didn’t fucking ruin my chances. He’s actually a good guy from what I can tell😭.

Unintentionally was super withdrawn for the last month or so.

2 cancelled dates in the span of a week. Maybe I just suck fr.

Does anyone here using dating apps? If so which is your favorite. Hinge just kind of isn’t hitting anymore.

Whew I popped two Benadryl before work. I’m fighting for my life lol.

At this point I don’t know if real love exists. I’m always ready to give so much. No one wants to give me anything. Shit is depressing.

There’s so many male R&B artists biting Bryson Tiller. Why is it that we don’t say anything about it?!😩

Life is throwing mad curveballs at me right now.

Can we talk about how I’m so used to being treated badly in relationships, that when a man comes around that’s sweet to me, I think he has an ulterior motive? Am I really that damaged for real?

Did anyone else randomly get thrown out of their account?

Um you guys👀. I have a date tomorrow. Please send some encouraging words my way. I don’t ever wear make up, and I don’t want to set false expectations by putting any on. Hopefully dude likes what he sees in person😩.

Going through a break up is no joke. I’ve lost weight , shed hair, cried myself to sleep, begged God for my time back. Shit is really hard, and I’m definitely in a dark spot in my life.

People don’t understand how die hard of a warrior’s fan I am. Bruh my chest is hurting fr😭😭😭😭.

Curry deserved better.

Also what’s your favorite healthy snacks? Right now mine is pistachios.

Does anyone here have protein bar suggestions? literally the two I’ve tried made me have heart palpitations and shit out my entire life force. HELP

No one told me the after effects of leg day were so painful 😩

I’ve been in the gym for two weeks now. I’m drinking my 64 oz of water a day. I must say I feel quite a bit better already.

But in other news, I’m on a mission to buy all of the banned books . I’ve already started.

Definitely went MIA. I’m still MIA across most platforms. Life is hard, what can I say.

I’m so excited for it !

life has been kinda crazy , I miss getting in here.

I would actually be cool with being a one hit wonder. As long as it was a timeless banger.